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Wednesday, September 29, 2010

T-T

argghhh...
mslh ag...
tambah n menambah g..!
i xtaw cmne da..
bwu td...
boss gtaw nk psg wiring sume dlm RM1500..
I DA PENINK DA..
NK NANES NY..
cpew ley pinjam bahu kt i ny...
nk nanes..tol2 nk nanes da..
mslh lom selesai g...
byk mslh..
arghhhhhh
who's can help me more?
TNB : RM200
SAJ : RM 420
WIRING : RM 1300
LOAN UMA : RM 200
LAPTOP : RM 160
TINGKAP : RM 1200
PINTU : RM 500
PINTU PAGAR : RM 1200

SUME KAI DUIT DUIT DUIT !

PONINK PALE KUSS !!

seksa gk..
duit da x byk ny..
da hbes byr kt uma mse nk byr lawyer fees sume..
sume dlm RM 7000 gk

RENOVATE DA BPE PULUH k DA...

YA ALLAH,
tlg tenangkan ati kus..
i da nk giler da ny..
sume psl duit duit !
paksaan ad gk..
i da xley bernfs da..
i da berhutang makin byk ny..
camne nk settle..
i nk wt krgan la..
dkt uncle..pon ad 3000k hutang..
mslh je sume kang...
makin byk2..
dugaan ke?
kang pon da i pk cm2 gk..
nk test i ke..
hurm !
im very stong k !
tp weak gk..

mne si abg ny...
cpt la lek ..
ad byk mslh nk cite ny...
nk u decide gk..
cos i sowg xtaw cmne nk wt kepu2san..
...............





Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Ma room


my bilik ny haa..!
konpom nk wt cmny...
nice kan...
''my dream''

C0mesTic


comestic..
x mimpi lak nk make up...
sbb jrg nk make up..
i ny kn sowg pemalas..
klo p shopping..bwu make up la..
mne la taw kan..
t i make up..
sume owg pengsan kowt?
hahah...
prsan diri !

TP KANG
lom ad rezeki g..
byr perhutangan dlu k
jgn terlagak!
jgn terlampau...
jgn bzr duit k
saving saving saving..!





Monday, September 27, 2010

menunggu

i cant imagine...
wat kind of my house being..
haha...
excited !

but have to remember it..
cos i loaned wit my uncle lol..
now im learning how to saving money...
cos in future...
more money have to use it la !
don wasting money k..

yesterday..i went out wit my popoeye..
seems just like yesterday rite...
we walked 2gether..
we smile, we laugh , we cry,,
haha..!
just a child between us..
a silly grl
a silly boy..
a woman..
a man..

i hope forwards on..
we will succeed at all..
dont give up any hopes yar popoeye..
i 'll try to learn how to control my attitude..
i will learn it all..
dont worry..
im strong..

yes, i can do it..
sure !


^-^

Waaa...
uncle i da tlg i...
yes !
bwu td uncle gtaw i..
agirl,xpe la..
uncle pinjam duit kt u dlu...
t bwu pulang lek dgn p'lhn2..
waaa...
duit 2 da ckop utk bikin tingkap..
epy sgt...

tp xpe..
i kne saving cket...
sbb nk wt pin2 ag..
nk beli cat
nk prepare utk byr loan g..
kne save2
kne pose cket k...

tibe2 muram..
tp da ok da..
ag 1...
i pon tgh xde mood..
ntah la

ramai kwn2 da kawen da..
bwu mggu lpas..
mude nyer mereka..
laki pon sbye..
waa...jeles cket la..
bile lak i ny erk..
cantik siot bile dowg make up..
nk cm2 gk la..
cpe2 pon nk kwen awal..
sbb nk jd ibu " bapa mude..
sng la cket..
bile kite da 40 ..
ank2 pon da beso ley tgg kite....
tol x
haha..

yg penting..
sikap i ny..
xley berubah langsung..
serupa cm mama i..
ske settle gn cre yg terlampau..
npew u nk gn i g?
i tkt khilgn u ag..
sikap i ny..
tbe2 i mental cket..
x mam ubat kowt..
klo bkn sbb family i wt i cmny..
i pon x mcm ny..
tergiler lak g2..

TLG LA AKU NY
JGN WT KJE GILER AG..
I PON XNK CM2 GK..
TP NTAH NPEW...
BILE2 I LEY CM2..
I XLEY MENGAWAL DIRI.
SELALU WT U TERLUKE..
I BKN SENGAJA..
SORI POPOEYE..
MAAFKAN AYANK..

pe mende ntah...
ati i x sdp..
ari ni pon i kje half day je..
xde mood nk kje gk..
skt bdn..
skt pale..
skt kaki..
skt tangan..

hmmm





Sunday, September 26, 2010

byk plan

ari ni ...hutang ag RM 420...
jp g hutang ag nk psg switches..
byk duit kne dgunekan..
nk cmne..
hutang cny hutang sne..
penink pale..
nk nanes ny

arghhhh
nk nanes da...
da dkt 2000 i hutang..
who's can help me?




Saturday, September 25, 2010

excited!

2day i got a good news...
haha
cos my house wit start to renovate yar..!
a bit busy after dis..
but its ok la..
cos my house ler..
want to be perfert ok!

my heart is running very slow n slow..
cos i haven noe yet...( ABOUT WALL'S COLOUR )
CONFUSE..
who can help me !

LUCKLY
da ad owg sewa bilik gn i..
ok la tu
ley bugjet2 cket..
ckop cover house loan also..
epy =)

kang ny byk mslh lom myelesaikan g...
about tnb..
SAJ
windows
gate
cat
many2 la!

da nk start mgaji too...
its quite busy for me lol!
tp cpat khatam la i ny k.!
nk kawen gk..
xkn bile da nk kawen pe2 pon x hfl la ek?
so...
i kne rajin cket..
rajin !!!

yuhooo...

SI POPOEYE ny..
ntah la benar ke tdk..
btol ke nk kawen?
insyaallah
klo ad rezeki tahun dpn..
amin !
rse pnat lak..
idop sowg2
....







Thursday, September 23, 2010

d Newest of Me

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

New FutURe Life

Wahh....so fast ek...
rye da melepas...cpt nyer..
ntah npew lak...
asyik pk mse future...
wat's rong wit me huh?
aiyo..
x komen..

actually i oredy enough wat i get for it now ..
i got my own house..
this is my 19th present..
A big present!
yeah..
a big big present
thks for my grandmum who helping me alot..
thks yar 'MI'
cos help me to pay 10 % DEPOSIT LOAN.
tp xpe la kn..10 percent to...pown da ckop
tp ad ag 30k nk byr bank ag
20 taon?
cpat gone k.

haha!

suddenly i felt that..
who really help me ..it is ALLAH
cos he's know right?
im so pain n sad ..
wic i really know bout him..
yeah
its true.
i love him so much.

dea mesti taw kn..
pe yg i pk ny?
i hope i will getting more happiness k..
i xmo sedih2..
i mo epy selalu..
senyum selalu..
u can do it k!

actually my dream is want to be a pianist.
tp bile la ek?
nk ke xnk je
penink pale i..
nk jd owg kaye !!

sometimes ppl will say..
u kn owg kaye..
well
bkn kaye..
tp sederhana..
uma 2 beso ..
tp bkn milik i
its milik mama i k..
walaupun displin family i tinggi
so wat?
tgk i cmny?bgus ke i
so so je!
bkn anak cikgu sume bek..
tp most of them.(mmg la bek)
KECUALI I !!

sume owg ad family..
npe la i nyer x perfect
da lme da i x jumpe family i
bkn sbb pe
papa da kate nk putus hbgn gn i
so nk wt cmne kn?
for me bkn pe la
sbb da bese
sjk dr mse kecik ag..
i mcm sebiji bola je
pindah cny pindah cne
ati i
kowg taw x pe rse 2
even now..
sista2 i pon x contact i
hbgan kite btol2 da xde da ek?
xpe la
tanpe mereka..
i still can live wat..
klo i perfect..
i mesti nk bljar ag..
tp its too late..
don no la..
pape pown x success
cos of wat la?

neway..the biggest thing..
it is my house
kwn i pon shock ..npew cant believe it kn?
tp this feeling is great .
lol !
owg mude lg..
maybe i kang susah..mse dpn sng cket tol x..
bersyukur !
lalalallal












Thursday, September 16, 2010

babi!

igt i nk idop sgt gn kau ke? owg lapo bkn nyer kaw bw i p mamam..cr alsn kate la x lrt pape la! klo tol2 cyg...walaupon laki 2 x lrt.x sihat ..pon bw awek dy p mamam...xpe la i da bese...pas2 trus off fon ! cheap! slut ! len kali jgn la kol jgn la sms senang.!bdoh tol ! mengong !

i nk bljar alone...xnk itot spe2 da! i nk freedom! i xnk kapel2 ..pnat !

npew perempuan mesti mo teman laki? xley idop sendiri kew?

bile pk mse dpn ..i da tkt ! i xnk kawen awl2...i xnk! umo 30 bwu kawen ! i xnk !

grm grm grm grm grm grm grm grm !!!!!

bored


walao wei...2day so bored...damn! don no wt to do..tell me something new ok?

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

y y y


Kote tinggi ny kecik sgt kew? mmg kecik2 ssgt...ari2 i nmpk si dea...xxxxx xxx ..apsal la dy xley stay kt kl kew? mesti mo lek cny.? bwu nmpk dy smlm..grm nyer...tp nk cmne..kaki dy pnyer bkn i yg control..g pown cpew dy lg for me ?kan kan kan...bile terigt 6 taon yg lpas ..grm ssgt ny..klo taw akhirnyer jd cam ny...mse 2 xya la kapel..menyakitkan ati i! grm ! i hate u ! sbb u i lost my family ! i lost my maruah..u mungkir janji!u mungkir mungkir mungkir! ati i kecewa sgt2 sampai i gile ! kang pk lek npew la i kelar tgn? sbb pe? u ke?hurm?da la ati i da hancur...da berdarah...da menangis..giler i pk psl u ! huh!

i love when u hold my hands..i love when u ask me m i epy wit u or not..i love when im sad n u will cheers me up ! i love when im crying n u will dry up my tears ..n now...nothing..T_T..

I'd never dreaming that so early its happen...why??

Never look back we said
how was i to know i'd miss u so..
loneliness up ahead
emptiness behind..wer do i go?
and u didnt hear
all my joy through my tears
all my hopes trough my fears
did u know , still i miss u somehow ?

From the bottom my broken heart
there's just a thing or two i'd like u to know
u were my 1st love
u were my true love
from the 1st kisses to the very last rose..

From the bottom of my broken heart
even through time may find me somebody new
u were my real love
i never knew love
'til there was u
From the bottom of my broken heart..

'Baby' i said '
'pls stay'
give our love a chance for 1 more day
we could have worked things out
taking time is what love's all about
but u put a dart
through my dreams
through my heart
n i'm back where i started again
never thought it would end..

U promised urself
but to somebody else
n u make it so perfectly clear
still i wish u were here.

cun gurl

loving!


amcam...ad cam bos x?

Sunday, September 12, 2010

MODEL 2

duit duit duit!

waaa...sok dpt pinjaman...wkakaka..best nyer...i nk pinjam 200 je...utok byr uma i only! Xley lebih2..t pokai...wkakkaakak...ske la klo dpt gaji2 ny...rse cam best je..tp kne bajet gk..da nk pokai da...igt da bes byr laptop nk mek kte bwu..tp rezeki nyer i dpt uma gk 1st...wow...bln dpn...byk gune duit sgt ny..dkt 2000 lebih kowt..nk wt pin2..wt tingkp..beli cat..beli carpet..beli tikar.. beli perabot...haizzz ..ponink! jgn kc bertambah ponink uda..keyh?ari2 batuk2...bile la nk sembuh ny?cpat la sembuh...skt tekak gk ny..da mam ubat...tp sme gk..y??tp lantak la...wtpe pk2...ekekek...idop mesti mo epy tol x..tp i tgh bljar camne nk epykan diri g2..k la tataw nk ckp pew g da...wkakak...the end...ahakss..

Im a dreaming model!!cantek x


wkakakaka.....bju bwu i..chantek x..cun kan..ke ayu gk i ny??:p i mmg comel n cun!cpe dpt mmg bertuah!huh!i ny ketot..tp xpe..yg penting cun! ati i bek..tp tgk la..cpe buli i..siap la dy...wkakakakak...cam draqula lak...ahakss...ari ni pnat nyer..jln cny..jln cne...tp dmm lak i ny..haizzz...peyed lg..pns siot gler kt i ..!xske la klo dtg bln..!geli nyer.rye ny ok gk la..tp bosan..haizz...klo p dating..tgk wyg..best kan..

1 bln ag nk bersiap utk renovate..xtaw la bpew puluh k ag mo dgune...tp ok la kan..uma sendiri..1 life 1 skali jew..nk warne pe erk..itot la dream i k..ekekke...nk cam princess pnyer uma..palace...mesti best..nk psg aircorn..tp bzr lak..x mampu ag nk membazir...haha..tunggu la 1 ari i dpt toto ke...wkkakakmesti masyuk!..da gler la i ny...tp janji epy...tol x?

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

心情

哈哈。。今天我就用华文来写。。我知道一定很多错字。。不要笑我ok。。我很努力在学了。。今天的心情很乱。。我还要做工。。显到。。不过还好今天我拿到我的衣服了。。是开心的咯。。哈哈。。今天我很想他。。心里很痛苦。。天啊。。不要再折磨我了。。给我一个未来和希望。。酱就够了。。满足了。。明天就是raya了。。衣服还没买。。都不懂要穿设麽颜色的。。我人生已失去很多美好的东西了。。不想再失去。。所以要好好把握哦。。要幸福哦。。

Monday, September 6, 2010

sedih...

da lme gk ek.. i x renew..bkn xnk..sbb byk hal yg tlh berlaku..ati i cam pe da..sesat n seksa gk..npew cam ny??i x phm sendiri gk kang ny..spe ley tlg i?i xtaw nk luahkan perasaan i kt spe da ny...bio la rahsia dlm ati ku..bio la i menangis dlm ati i yg slalu dkecewnkan nyer...aarghh!!!!i hate it when have to facING it!!like shit!!shit!!!!da 19 tahun da erk ..pe mcm i dpt? 1 word = SAD..pe yg i merepek ntah ..sendiri ckp sendiri x phm..siot je i ny..dugaan ny berat2 sgt..camne i nk tabah n bersabar? ble pk papa n mama i..ble tgk owg tgh bhgia gn family dowg..i skt ati jer..npew family i cam len..i da xde family da..i skt ati2 sgt2..bile dowg halau i..start mse 2..i da sumpah da..kowg klo ad pape dlm mse hdpan..i xkn pusing kple lek utk MELAWAT kowg! kowg sendiri yg xnk anggap i sbgai anak kowg..xpe..i give up n fed up.!mereka da x pentingkan i...cpew la i kan? cam bkn anak mereka je..bile da grm gn i..sepak jer cam bola..pindah sini pindah sne..ari2 i pindah uma..sbb pe?sbb dowg xske i!kjp bek..kjp gler..kjp x ok..!mse skola..i x pnah pown minx duit banje kt mereka..bkn mereka nk bg i pown..selalu yg terbek pnyer mesti bg kt adik2..pe i dpt?dpt nothing!i mse form 2 da kje..support sendiri..mereka nk berkire gk gn i...ad ke i berkire gn kowg??x kn?sbb i x pnah nk minx duit banje kt kowg!!selalu kne mrh..kne rotan..kne pukul..kne tarik rambut..pe lg mereka taw buat? ckp i giler?sbb pe i jd cmny>??sbb kowg aku da giler!HAMPIR NK MSOK TAMPOI? oo..ckp gn kwn2..yg otak i ny da x tol..da berani lwn parents..da kwg ajo..da berani amek pisau tok ugut mereka?mmg pown..mse 2 i tol2 grm...sampai nk mek pisau cucuk dowg!!klo x? t kowg yg TERbunuh i!sad giler psl cite mereka..!

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