Have u seen my childhood...

Have u seen my childhood?I'm searching 4 d world tat i come from ..cause i've been looking around ..in the lost n found of ma heart..no 1 understands me..They view it as such strange eccentricities..cos i keep kidding around like a child, but pardon me..ppl say im not okay..cos i love such elementary things..its been my fate to compensate.4 d childhood i've never known...have y seen my childhood?im searching 4 tat wonder in my youth..like pirates n adventurous dreams..of conquest n kings on d throne..b4 u judge me..try hard 2 love me...look within ur heart n den ask...